scared so scared

Is it just me or am I the only one who gets so freaked out and scared about going through labor again? I've given birth already twice but I'm just really scared again. My last labor I lost lots of blood and it was hard labor and I had a 9lb 8oz baby. Like I watch videos of women giving birth so maybe it will help calm my nerves but it doesn't and honestly it makes me cry. I want my third baby and I'm beyond excited at the idea of going through labor again just freaks me out. And I'm only six weeks long I still have so much longer before I have to really worry about it but I'm already worried about it!