Hi guys, I'm 23 yrs old (lost my V-Card at 17) and have been dating my boyfriend for about a year now, he has recently brought up that I don't give him blowjobs very often (or play with him in general) but he always goes down on me, blah blah blah...(he was not mean about it or complaining at all, just talking!!) I do feel bad though because he is always worried about how good I feel during sex, yet I hardly ever do anything for him..I have only had 3 partners, including him, and he has had many more than me so I feel like I am not going to be as good at giving head, etc. as some of the other girls he's been with..which is why I just choose not to do it. I feel like I'm in a shell and I need to break out, but I don't know what to do! He suggested that I watch porn, but that just felt awkward to me..so, what do I do?? Any advice would be appreciated!! I just want to be more confident about making him feel good like he does to me! :) thanks in advance!