sex meltdown

I just don't know what to do anymore. We haven't had sex now in 2 months, he brought it up a month ago saying it wasn't me, he was just exhausted ect. But a month later and still nothing, it's just sex but it brings me to tears! I don't want to pressure him, make him feel awful or start a fight or anything but I just don't know what to do! I don't even know how to initiate anything anymore it's been so long! 😭