Alcohol ruined for me?

So the other night I made myself a drink. It was really good and I didn't really feel the effects of it so I made myself more. I made the idiotic mistake of drinking too much too fast and the effects were horrendous. My chest hurt so much I thought I was going to have a heart attack. My whole body just felt out of my control. I ended up throwing it all up but ever since then (2 days ago) I have just been really shaky around food and drink. Especially alcohol. Like I can barely look at it now. I like drinking because I enjoy the tastes of different cocktails, not to get drunk. Have I ruined myself of this aspect of adulthood or am I just overreacting?