non virgin and virgin

so i have had sex twice and my bf hasent done it b4 at all. the strange part is that i really never wanted the sex i got, i was scared and felt forced into it. he asked me for sex recently and i wanted to run off and cry. but its been a few days since then and we both feel ready. i am not a virgin but he is. do yall have any uplifting words for me or any comments or questions? we will probably do it next week or something. btw the things that happened to me were 2 years ago and i havent had sex since then