Walked out of my doctors office fighting back tears

I've been so emotional the past couple of days and was hoping for some good news. All I wanted was to be even just a centimeter dilated. But nope! Not dilated. 38 weeks today and I'm so uncomfortable and tired and in so much pain between my back and my hips that I just want to be done being pregnant. I just want my baby girl in my arms. That's it. I know it's still early but when you work hard all week trying to make things go faster and nothing is working, yeah it's a little upsetting.