please tell me im not alone

my due date was nov 27 the closer i get to the date the more angry i get. the more angry i get the more ppl around me is posting prego pic and video of the bby moving in there tummy. and i find it really hard to be happy for them when i know that i should of been me too. im so bitter and angry i wanna cry. but im tired of crying all the time im thinking of just going ghost because this is jus irritating😖 ... just dont wanna feel like the grinch