birthing partners 🙄

So my boyfriend walked out on me when I was 7 months pregnant. I am now due 2 weeks today exactly and I know I can go into labour at any time. I found out he had got a new girlfriend immediately after we broke up!! (We were together for 6 years).. He has always said that he wants to be my birthing partner and doesn't want it any other way but I just don't know how to feel about this! Him and his new girlfriend have now broken up (because she found out he cheated multiple times- with me! I WAS TOTALLY UNAWARE THAT HE HAD A GIRLFRIEND!) I only went there in the first place because I thought we would sort things out and that he was just scared about having a baby! And of course, because I still loved him.. Now 2 weeks away and I am just feeling anxious and scared.. I don't know what to do for the best..