depression and pregnancy

Feeling like pregnancy and these hormones have made my depression much worse or maybe it's just everything that's going on, either way every day is a struggle. I feel more depressed this pregnancy than I was with my son and I did that one alone. Since becoming pregnant and moving in with my boyfriend of 3 years it's just gotten bad. On top of my own daily struggles I have to deal with my boyfriend who says I basically do nothing. Which sometimes I don't but I feel like crap 80% of the time. He's been sleeping on the couch more, we don't do anything as a couple anymore and I can't even remember the last time we went on a date, he's expecting me to do everything around the house which at this point I just do what I can. It's not filthy in any way but the laundry can start piling up which he likes to throw in my face a lot. I'm almost 14 weeks pregnant and every week I start feeling less and less sick but he thinks I'm using pregnancy as an excuse. He makes me wish that I was a better person while pregnant, that I wasn't sick most of the time and then some days I just wish he wasn't here at all so it would just be me and my son. I feel our relationship is just taking a turn for the worst and I can't live up to what he expects me to be 😔