Today is my birthday (please dont wish me a hapoy birthday) and although I have a loving boyfriend who wants to do things for me, I just feel alone. I have never had good birthdays and they just remind me of a terrible childhood that I had. I hate this day and I wish my baby was here so I could hold her. I'm 32 weeks so I don't have too much time left but I'm just feeling sad and like I want to be with her now. I know she's in my belly but it's not the same. Sorry I just wanted to vent to someone.