I'm currently 30weeks pregnant. Back story: my SO and I went on a relationship break so we could get our school situations figured out without always using each other to procrastinate. During that break I befriended a guy who ended up becoming abusive and forcing me into a lot of things I wasn't comfortable with, and I ended up getting pregnant. I was finally able to leave and told my SO about it expecting that he would never talk to me again, but he understood the situation and decided to help me through it. We had only planned to be friends but ended up getting back together. We still love each other and want to spend the rest of our lives together but this situation makes it hard. I'm giving the baby up for adoption because of financial strains and between school and work I'd never have time to be home with the baby.