this cycle is hard

Jackie • wife | mama x 3 | life luvah | 🌈 due 1•1•2020
I would have been 35 weeks now. This cycle has me very emotional. I felt like I took the loss as best as I could and tried to stay positive, but I'm feeling defeated. It's been 6 months since our loss and my heart is aching at the fact that I would've been meeting my little blessing soon.