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So I'm literally balling my eyes out in my car and I'm happy to say in my car because I didn't want to as I was walking out of class. But I have been in just a funky mood for a while.  I'm at a point where I stare at my computer trying to concentrate on my school work and just can't. My first year at a university seems so different as community college but I was already expecting that. I have tried so hard to be friends with people in my classes but they seem to be into themselves or no desire to speak to anyone and my classes are just another thing no one participates and professors are so boring which I understand but i was hoping for interesting classes. I also applied for a sorority and found out that I wasn't accepted. Then at home it's another story a very long one. I guess that is affecting me too so many problems there too.  Another point is I been looking for work for the last two months and so far I have interviewed but never given the job. I know that I need to give it time and that I need to just take things a day at a time but I'm in such a sad mood I don't see the white light at the end of the road and I'm usually very positive. Idk what to tell my self anymore 😢😢