why...?!?!?

Kate
I just can't take this anymore...!!!
I've had three losses in the past year and everytime I've gotten a positive right away (days before my period)!!!  AF is due tomorrow or the next day and still I see nothing on these tests; I dropped to the floor crying today... I am trying to do it all right; prenatal, baby aspirin, folic acid... everyday religiously... why is life so cruel?!
I am so depressed.
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Wa

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I feel the same exact way I had my 6th loss in the last year last month, I have a mental breakdown every month when af shows. It's so hard to stay positive when you always feel down about it all and think about how it would have been if your little angels made it full term. I never truly cried until I had my first loss on Christmas Eve last year, never understood the pain like I do now. Just know your not alone, even when you feel like nobody understands there is a few of us that can relate with you and it makes it a little easier knowing your not alone. I wish you the absolute best with your journey and I hope you get your rainbow soon 😘

Wa

Want my rainbow 🌈 • Oct 19, 2016
Your very welcome

Ka

Kate • Oct 19, 2016
I can't explain how badly I needed that today. I am very sorry for your losses and I truly hope you get your rainbow soon. Thank you for your kind words and thoughts. Best wishes xx

Sa

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What is the baby asprin supposed to do? I've seen someone else say they are taking it too.

Ro

Rose • Oct 19, 2016
I've been trying to conceive for two years also, I have a nearly 4 year old and had a miscarriage in April. Doctor has tried clomid many times for me but now says time for specialist. Decided to not go through it and let God take control. Praying it's in his plans for our family. Best of luck to you

Sa

Samantha • Oct 19, 2016
You as well :)

Ka

Kate • Oct 19, 2016
I'll be thinking of you Samantha ❤️

do

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Don't give up love! Every loss will give you the determination and motivation to have that baby you deserve! 💕💕💕

Ka

Kate • Oct 18, 2016
Aunt Flo = period

Sa

Samantha • Oct 18, 2016
What does af mean?

Ka

Kate • Oct 18, 2016
I feel like each loss is making me give up more and more. 😢

Da

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Have you had your progesterone checked? I have to take supplements at first sign of pregnancy to sustain it.

Ka

Kate • Oct 18, 2016
We discussed so many options. I have a 7 year old so they know I can carry a child they just don't know what's changed and sadly there are no answers for blighted ovums.

Da

Danna • Oct 18, 2016
you can still ask to be put on it as a precaution.. it cant hurt

Ka

Kate • Oct 18, 2016
I did and they were perfect. I had a miscarriage and two blighted ovums

Ar

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Im so sorry hun. There are no words we can offer to make your frustration go away.

Da

Danna • Oct 18, 2016
i had the same problem and had 3 early miscarriages before i made my dr put me on progesterone supplements. i have 3 living children now

Ka

Kate • Oct 18, 2016
Thank you... I just needed to vent; I'm so upset and just don't get it... we had no problem conceiving but there was an issue with development. And now nothing