I've been constantly hurt by men and myself! Last night I had a dream dream I was at my wedding! It was so beautiful! I was sad the whole day because I'm scared it will never happen for me! Most people want to be rich or whatever but all I want is a family of my own! I want to share the good and the bad times with my future husband. Right now it's just me and my 7 year old son. I'm 24 and I never felt real love from a man!