Is anyone else pregnant and going through the worse hardship? I had a great well paying job, but Once my boss found out I was pregnant she cut my hours and made my job hell. I have a history of Mc and high blood pressure, so I couldn't take the stress and quit. My SO had to switch jobs and things just aren't going good. I'm 5months and literally only have some onsies for our baby. I have no family that can help and one friend that said she'll throw me a shower. I'm so excited but I have a feeling it'll just be her my mom and my SO, and maby a couple of his family members that aren't going to get anything special.. I know its the thought that counts but I'm so down and worried. I know I can't be alone, I keep seeing all the post about how blessed people are, to be able to go shopping and have a packed nursery. I really didn't see things changing like this. I feel so stupid, I wanted to shop when I was working, but I was only 2-3months and my mom and SO said it's "too soon" since I had a few Mc last year, and wait until we know what the baby is, Well! Now we know and I guessed right! Its a boy. I should have followed my mind, he would have at least had a nice amount of stuff... This is causing a major strain in my relationship.. I'm always sad and annoyed..all I do is cry and sleep..I'm truly depressed.

Please tell me things get better.. Has anyone went through this before? Is anyone going through this now??

I just wanted to say Thank you❤❤To everyone that commented and gave reassurance and advice. I was feeling really low and down, and eveeytjing felt like it was piling up on me. It felt good to hear some positive words from experienced women. I'm going to look into a few programs and try to stay positive. My SO just finished orientation for a new job that pays around what his old job did. That is a blessing on its own, things should start to smooth out. I plan on starting school next fall also, with doing that everything else should fall into place. Thanks again to all of you❤