Body issues.

It's only been about three & a half weeks since I have birth to my son. But I'm having some serious issues with my body. I know it takes time, but I feel disgusting. I hate seeing myself in the mirror. My husband says I've already lost a lot of baby weight, but all I see is my saggy, stretch marked stomach and veiny, saggy boobs.

My son wouldn't take to breastfeeding, so I pumped for a little but I stopped. I want to start again, but I feel like I'm wanting to for the wrong reason.. Rather than feeding my child, I'm wanting to go make myself feel like I look better..

I mostly just need to rant because when I talk to my husband about it all he says is I look good and honestly that doesn't help much..though I appreciate he's trying.