Back massager

I just used a back massager (a vibrating one) on my vag and it felt like nothing else could ever get better. I was clenching up and breathing heavy and it felt AMAZING. All of my ovulation cramps were gone while it was on. I've tried the shower head and it never did work like that. Now I'm sad I'm single and a virgin because if real sex feels that good idk what else I would do