cd1 today , starting gonal f injections tomorrow . anyone with me ?

Kylie
Hi , here's my very long story in a short version . I'm 33 , had lean pcos since my teens , started ttc over 2 years ago . 
8 failed clomid rounds , I early mc 
Straight to IVF , bfp 
Our beautiful baby boy , Brodie became an angel @ 4 weeks of age due to a rare cardiac tumour 👼
6 weeks after he passed away we did a frozen transfer with our remaining embryo -bfn 😞
In July we did another IVF round , bfp 
Mmc @ 9 weeks 😞
That was 5 weeks ago , now we are going to try ovulation induction with injectables .
Today is cd1 , should start gonal f tomorrow and hopefully be ready to trigger in 10 days when hubby is home ( he works away on a mine ) 
We are keeping this cycle very secret from family & friends as I can't bare to disappoint them again so soon . Would love a buddy to chat to , even if your not on meds , just someone who's starting their cycle 
Xx