Im a loner i think!? 😑

I really don't know how I should start in order for everyone to understand. I don't want to be judged because everyone makes mistakes. So I had a few friends when I was in high school. I couldn't pass the reading part of the FCAT ( I live in Florida) so my loving mother put me in a Christian school to help me graduate. I had a boyfriend and stuff like that. And all then got upset because I was leaving which wasn't truly true because I was still in the same area. But they didn't care. I soon became friends with a few girls at the Christian school but once graduation came they started acting funny because I started dating one of their admired guy. After graduation they was still talking to me but they stopped because me and the boyfriend started getting serious and they thought our relationship was just a short fling. My mother told to stop talking to them because they were being phony and just plain out being mean. I mean really we were technically adults at that moment. About 2 and 1/2 of our relationship he started to distant himself from me and we started acting more like friends. So I met my now boo at our job. We became quick friends and he wanted to date me but I had to end it with what he was to me. He got upset and said you just wanna go be a whore which wasn't true at all. I found someone who takes interest in me. So that end that and my current is my best friend since I don't have any. Fast track to now. I feel so bored when I'm alone off from work or when my boo and my mom are at work. They both listen to me and sometimes they tell me to be quiet and stop talking so much. I know they love me but they get tired of me. When I'm not home with my boo, I'm with my mom and vice versa. I can't keep doing that to them. What should I do?? Currently waiting on boo to get off from work.