I'm in a forbidden relationship 😢

So... I was friends with this guy for two years and after a while we began dating. He is Asian and I'm not. We have been together one year and his family doesn't know but, they have seen us together a few times and his grandfather almost had a heart attack 😨

They don't even know we are dating and they still hate me a lot, they used to greet when I saw them (while we were friends, I used to hang out in his house) but now, is just mean looks and not even a Hi.

I really really like him and he likes me too, it's just everything have to be in secret... I knew that and I thought I could handle it... but lately, I'm feeling depressed, I want more.

In front of his family, he always tell them I am just a friend. If I give him a present... he tells them it was from his friends... sometimes I feel like a fuck buddy when I am supposed to be his girlfriend.

So, what do you people think? Should I continue this? Does this have a future? Or am I being played?😔

(*English is not my first language)