Scared of sex!

I'm due in 4 weeks and I am already so nervous about sex after baby. We havent really had sex (its super painful for me) that wasn't a blow job or a "do what you've gotta do" type deal. So I was looking forward to the end of the 6-8weeks, but I just heard it can still be painful until you're done breastfeeding, which I planned to do! Is there hope? We planned to get pregnant again after a little over a year. So I'm really feeling like sex will suck for the next couple years.... 😭😭