I'm in love with my fuck buddy

Guys, I really thought I had the emotions under control. He is such an amazing man and each time we hang out I learn more about him and his family and his interests.. and everything he tells me, I fall faster and faster. It's terrible because I know what we are and I know there isn't a future.. but I'd rather have what I have with him than nothing at all..😫😭 I want to cut it off because I'm just hurting myself, but when I go to bed and I can still smell him on my pillows I can't bring myself to let go. WHAT DO I DO!? 😭