Really wanting a baby

I have been having unprotected sex with my boyfriend for almost 2 years now. We have only had 1 pregnancy scare, but it was the best scare of my life. I have been wanting to have a baby for so long now... I had a miscarriage in my previous relationship and that was very hard to deal with... When my current boyfriend and I had our scare I was 100% sure that I was pregnant and I was so happy it was unreal!! For a week straight I took 1 test every morning and all 5 of them were positives. We mad an appointment and everything and she goes to test me to make sure I'm pregnant for sure and the results were negative... I was so upset and angry...

I feel as if I can't have kids or I can't carry.... 💔😢 we want a family of our own already....