How can I get prescribed xanax

I don't want it to abuse the drug. I have tried different anxiety medications and they either make me feel more anxious or they do absolutely nothing. I have terrible anxiety. The type where I can sit in my room all day thinking about doing something but I never do it because I just think of all the negative outcomes so I end up doing nothing with my. Every time it's time to step out of the house I think of what people will think of me. I can never relax when I'm home alone because whenever I hear a noise I grab a knife and hide because I literally think someone is breaking in or has already broken in. I don't answer the door because I feel like they might be a killer or something dramatic like that. I can't look people in the eye because I'm scared of what they're thinking about me. I have panic attacks as well. I hyperventilate, cry and have an overwhelming feeling of dread cast down on me. I discussed this with my doctor and when I mentioned that I had looked into other anxiety medications like xanax and wanted to try it to see if it would work for me he started being rude to me. He acted as if I was a druggie or something. It's so frustrating. Do you think if I go to another clinic they will take my request more seriously? Or is this behavior typically of any doctor since they are cautious about drug abusers? I'm 17 so could this be a reason why he denied my request and treated me badly.

Edit: Marina, Yes but I feel like he's overreacting. When I mentioned xanax he gave me a disgusted look and said that he didn't feel comfortable with prescribing the drug to me. I asked why and he said that people are easily addicted to it and people sell the drug on the street a lot here in Colorado. He also brought up that I used to smoke weed to help with my anxiety 2 years ago. He referred to it as my "drug abusing past" but I literally only smoked once a week. I told him that I don't smoke weed anymore nor have a problem with addiction. I also told him at this point I don't care what the risks are. I'll try anything so that I could stop feeling like this but he just shook his head and said no.

Chloe: I didn't request it. I simply mentioned that I thought it would work for me. I didn't say "Can you prescribe me xanax" or anything like that. I just mentioned that I was researching anxiety drugs and I found people with anxiety who discussed how xanax worked for them.