Today I gave birth to my daughter TMI

I chose to end my pregnancy on Wednesday . The baby I sooo badly wanted . I found out she had downs syndrome and we decided this would be too much for us . Not everyone is going to agree but today I gave birth to her she was beautiful I called her Amiee she was just 15 weeks old ...I have her as many kisses as I could and held her close . I have never ever been though so much heartache in all my life . I have had 4 miscarriages and this medical termination it's been so hard my baby making days are well and truly over . I have a gorgeous 9 year old I need to concentrate on .... good luck everyone ..remember life is a hard battle for everyone ....