I'm just really in love okay

So my boyfriend and I have been together for three years now. He's my whole world. We're realistic though, yunno?  And though we know we're going to be together for the long haul, he doesn't like talking bout marriage because that's scary(I'm a freshman in college and he's a junior in college).  Anyway, the other night he pulls me into his arms and told me he has every last detail of his proposal written down somewhere and it's going to make me cry happy tears and I'll have to say yes. And like, gah. It's gonna be a while, but I'll wait forever.  I was sworn to secrecy and I just needed to share with someone (all y'all) :)))