Ttc obsessed

I want me and honey to have a baby together so badly. We take care of his two children from a previous relationship and I love it. I was made for the mommy life but it seems that I can't get pregnant dammit! On FertilAid and doing little things to try and bring some good luck)painting my nails shades of blue In hopes of a baby boy!!! (I'd love a little girl but I want my first to be a boy, lol I want a nice big fAmily)Subtle but simple things to keep me happy until my bfp. My birthstone is sapphire so hubby got me a new sapphire and diamond ring, ;) which is also blue. Bring me a bfp Magic stork!