so sad

I wanted to vent to people who would understand. I had a miscarriage at only 5 weeks 4 days but it really upset my husband and I. Just as we were so excited we had to mourn the loss. This was in August and it had only taken 2 months to get pregnant.  The doctor told us to wait two full cycles to try again so we did. October was our first month actively trying for our rainbow baby but now I'm 2 days away from AF and I tested negative and I can feel that my periods about to start. I feel so upset and devastated about it. Will I ever have a baby! Thank you for reading I'm just feeling very down today😢