breast feeding vent

Tiera
I just want to say that I commend all moms that breast feed! I had this whole wonderful birth plan for natural this and that and natural afterwards as well. As a first time mom, planning was a waste. 
I wound up having to get induced, that turned into a failed induction. Then a c section due to a fever. 6 days totally in the hospital and my son spent 3.5 in the nicu, being fed formula 😩 
No intimate skin to skin until day 2 (couldn't see him because it had to be 24 from my fever 🙄) and my milk didn't come in until the day after discharge. 
So I pump and pump as much as I can but mannnnnn is it tiring! He doesn't seem to want latch on and I've tried just about everything to get him to latch. pumping is legit a job not to mention this mom thing it tiring lol
Summarize rant...pumping is getting straining and I really don't want to give up and do expensive formula 😩😓😪😥