hole in heart

So today we had our anatomy scan and it not only revealed we are having a baby girl but bad news as well. The joy of watching her move around quickly faded because the doctor explained she has a small hole in her heart. They took us into another room and sat us down and took blood from me to test again for Down syndrome (first test was negative) and scheduled an appointment with a fetal cardiologist for an EKG. I've been crying since 930 this morning. I'm praying this is nothing and closes on its own. There is nothing worse than wanting to fix or help your baby and you can't even hold her or do anything except pray and cry. Just needed to get this off my chest.