emotional

Kaileigh
So all my life I have been saying I want to marry a man who loves me as much as my grandfather loves my grandmother. (They are basically my parents they have had custody of me for 10 years) well my game and my grandmother got into it and she told me my grandfather cheated on her when they were 30 with her best friend. It broke my heart and is still breaking my heart. Me and my boyfriend has been together 2 years and it's changed the way I think about things. I'm so scared now he's going to cheat on me. I'm so scared now he's going to get tired of me and I didn't think any of this before my grandmother told me that. It's hurting me. The one true love I've always looked up to is now gone. She forgave him and they are still together and act so in love but still. I never thought he would do that and now it's affecting the way I look at my relationship.