Sex with my husband... 😬😬

Tiara
I feel so bad for feeling this way but I have to tell someone... As of lately, I have not been in the mood to even look at my husband in any sexual way. (And No im not cheating!) On top of me being an at home mom and dealing with those wonderful duties, my sex drive has been extremely low. We have sex when HE wants it and I never make it seem like I dont want to, even though I don't. As a wife, I try to please him whenever he asks but as guilty as I feel, I'm just not interested‼ I prefer my vibrator than my husband. Im 24 and I'm not sure if this is a mid-20's/feminine thing but I dont know what to do. I love him dearly, im just not interested in having sex with him...😕😕 Or could it be that he leaves his dusty work clothes in the floor, or he doesn't always shower when he gets off. Its like taking care of a teenager. And then I have to please him in the most unromantic settings like a cheap $2 ho.. Im sorry I'm ranting😳 I love being a wife but this is the only place I can talk about these things w/ people who sorta understand where I'm coming from.. Help Please