Sex and relationships

Taylor • ....

Me and bf have been dating for 5 months now i really do feel something wuth him.., So yesterday I went to my bf house and while he set up mine craft I layed down he got on top and started fingering me saying u wanna fuck and I didn't I just came over to play video games becuz we do it to much and he said I'm gonna stick it in and I said no I don't want to and he forced it and I had said no ....

This is the second time and I really don't know what to do, I mean after he finished he started crying and threw away the condoms... and I realized he has no respect for my body he's a sex addict honestly I don't know what to do ...don't get me wrong I liked it but I didn't want it ...