when can I enjoy showers again?!

Not only am I worrying about my LO the entire time I'm showering..poking my head out the curtain a million times if my hubby isn't home yet...but let's talk about the breastfeeding mama struggle! OMG! It's been 8 weeks and showering still feels like needles hitting my nipples! Anyone else on the same boat? I have to hold my hands over my boobs when facing the water. Terrible! Oh the struggles😅