I just want getting pregnant to be easy.

I wish gettin pregnant was as easy as it was the first 2 times! I feel like I get my hopes too high when it's time for a HPT and I get a BFN. I get so upset over it. My children are from a previous relationship that I had from ages 15-22 (teen parents) and we just grew apart which we both understood. I'm engaged to the most amazing man I've ever met now, we've bought our first home together and he loves my children unconditionally but I know how much he wants one of his own. I feel like I let him down when I see that BFN. 😞