scared to make a doc appointment

Summer
So yesterday I took a test and found it was very positive , but I'm scared to make a doctors appointment because I just had a miscarriage in early September and I don't wanna go there and then tell me I'm not pregnant . I took two tests and they both can out the exact same way ! My mother in law has felt like I have been , I've been having dreams and my best friend has had dreams . And just I hope this is real we have had a hard couple of months lately and this will be the best gift from god ....