I torture myself with this **updated**

Kelsey • Sat, Nov 05 • Mom to a beautiful 3 year old little girl and expecting a baby boy. 2 angels in heaven. Married to my best friend ❤

I hate that I am even posting this. I always tell myself to wait. That never happens (apparently). We just had our second miscarriage within 4 months of each other. The last one being only a month ago. I don't necessarily think that I am pregnant, but I randomly got sick earlier so that's why I tested. I always feel like I see something on these tests. It's more than likely my wishful thinking. What do y'all think?

***update***

HOLY SHIT- I was not expecting this at all, but I hadn't started my period yet so I decided to test again. It's definitely positive this time. Haven't had a period since our last DNC so not sure how far along I'd be. We werent trying or anything this month. This is defiantly a little shocking seeing that the one month I wasn't using opk's/bbt/ checking CM that we end up pregnant. Thankful, but very nervous! Praying we really get our Rainbow this time around!

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Posted at Thu, Nov 17 2016

Updated** I'm pregnant - wasn't expecting it at all, but AF never showed and I've had my betas drawn. 29 and then 48 hours later they were 99. PLEASE send prayers/baby dust/good vibes/crossed fingers - whatever you believe in - please send them my way. After two losses this year, I'm PRAYING this is really our Rainbow! 🙏🏼👼🏼👼🏼🌈✨❤️

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Posted at Thu, Nov 17 2016

I'm so happy for u!! Praying for a healthy nine months, and for you to get your rainbow baby!

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Kelsey • Nov 18, 2016

Thank you!

Posted at Thu, Nov 17 2016

Prayers for you!!!

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Kelsey • Nov 18, 2016

Thank you!!

Posted at Sat, Nov 05 2016

I tried tweaking and couldn't pull any color. I want to tell you I see the start of something, but I think it's just line eyes. Do you know how many dpo you are? 

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Kelsey • Nov 5, 2016

I don't. We just bought a house and moved so the past couple of weeks have been hectic. I needed the time to heal anyways, so I didn't do any testing or anything like that this month. I'm sure I'll be back on the bandwagon next month.

Posted at Sat, Nov 05 2016

I don't see anything here sorry. I know it is a lot easier said than done but try to allow your body some time to recover from your previous losses to give the next pregnancy a better chance. In the past I suffered 3 M/C's over 7 months because I wanted it so bad. I wish you the very best. 

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Posted at Sat, Nov 05 2016

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Posted at Sat, Nov 05 2016

I don't see anything. Baby dust to u

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Kelsey • Nov 5, 2016

Figures, thank you

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