So Depressed

I have depression as it is and tonight I'm just so upset over everything my husband and I were TTC and tonight he wouldn't do anything with me we have a son already and my mom has him for the night so I was trying to enjoy some alone time with him. Sometimes he makes me feel like he's not attracted to me anymore and I get so upset. I'm just having a super bad night no matter what I do I just cry.. 😓 just needed to get this off my chest and here was the only place I knew I could do it.