trying to hold off from testing!!!

Sybil • Hello ladies! I have 2 kids stepdaughter(11) and son(4). My husband and I are in the military and are TTC baby #2
TWW is coming to an end and it's feels like it's becoming longer rather than shorter lol. The strangest of feeling this time around is feeling SICK 😷 and I see the HPT and all these symptoms make me want to test more but I HAVE TO WAIT! I have no idea how I'm doing it this time because the past few months OMG I was testing any chance I got 🙈