Glad i made it this far with my rainbow baby but...

After i had a miscarriage i was upset but thought it was a sign to leave my bf. When i conceive we weren't in good terms so i asked god give me a sign this isn't gonna work out and i feel the miscarriage was. Now at 22 weeks with rainbow baby im happy but sad bc my bf is such a manwhore. Hes dry not even affectionate i feel like i made a mistake getting pregnant again by him ughhh. I feel like i will be attach to him forever.. but dont get me wrong i love my unborn so so much words cant explain .just needed venting 😥