My husband and I have been together since we were 16 years old. During that time, a lot of things have happened, and some trust has been lost along the way. We got married in August, and pregnant in September (making me 10 weeks 5 days.) I've never been a very sexual person. It is extremely hard to reach that point, and I've just never found the fun in working for it. My husband, is the total opposite, and is extremely attracted to me.

So, we've encountered some problems.

When we found out that we were expecting, I weighed 105 pounds, I've always been very small. I am now up to 115, which is great! But, I've noticed it everywhere. My size medium undies no longer fit, it's a squeeze working my way into my size 3 pants. And I was SO happy for that. Finally, some weight gain! 

But, I don't exactly work with small people, and it seems that EVERYONE notices it. I hear them laughing talking about my hips and ass getting big, and it's hurtful that they don't seem that I'm proud of that.

Not to mention, the crippling morning sickness. I'm barely able to managae the bare necessities when It comes to hygiene anymore. Shaving, makeup, fixing my hair, wearing jeans..doesn't happen. 

When I'm not at work, I'm always sleeping or vomiting. I'm miserable, and now the depression is kicking in. 

My husband isn't nurturing, he doesn't necessarily make me feel special, no grand gestures in our house (before anyone says anything negative, I knew who he was when I married him, and I chose to anyway. I'm still happy with my decision!) He's terrible at communicating, and it seems that we only speak when we have to. I know it's because of our lack of intimacy and communicatipn, but I don't know how to make things right. I feel like my marriage is slipping trough my fingers, and all I can do is cry. Has anyone had to deal with this? Any pointers, or ideas on how to strengthen our relationship again?