I'm the worst! 🙈

Okay, I feel like the worst mommy ever! At 20 weeks, I've JUST started feeling my little girl move...and I REALLY dislike the sensation. I was SO excited to start feeling her move but now that she is I find the feeling very uncomfortable! The sonographer has told me that she is very far down and I can totally tell...it feels like a fish flopping around inside my vagina! 😂 So many of my friends have had miscarriages so I really am grateful that baby girl is healthy and at the end of the day I am glad to feel her moving....it's just not quite as magical as expected! Anyone else feel this way?