Tomorrow is the day I go in for a D and C. I had the option of chromosomal testing or cremation. I originally chose the testing but I think god touched my heart because last night I had a change in mind. I can't bring myself to let baby go....My final choice is cremation even though I was only 9 weeks. I never knew a miscarriage held so many options... The funeral home is doing the cremation free of charge and all we need to pay for is the urn. I'm happy that I get to at least have something to honor the babies small short life. I never once in my life imagined I would have to go through this. My heart hurts and my eyes weep for the precious life that god decided to take home early, but I keep in mind it was all for a reason. ❤️