Literally everyone is pregnant
I'm having such a hard time with the fact that so many people I know are pregnant (especially so many young people my age). There are at least 4 girls I know that are due the same time I was, and I feel so bitterly jealous.
I know I don't know their stories. And I know from experience that miscarriages are horrible, I'd never wish one on anyone. But I feel like these girls get to be happy and worry-free, oblivious to the existence of girls like me who have lost babies. Their bodies don't hate them.
I'm just so frustrated and I wish that there was a way to either turn off my pain and jealousy, or turn off pregnancies in my acquaintances. Sounds ridiculous but I can't stand seeing the ultrasounds and the bumps, especially when my boyfriend and I are nowhere near ready to ttc for a rainbow baby (both of my miscarriages were surprise but welcome pregnancies).
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