Our house is a disaster. We both work full time. I breastfeed/pump and baby needs to comfort nurse all night as he doesnt nap at all at daycare. Husband spends most night doing dishes that i dont even know where they come from because we only make dinner 2 times a week because it takes too much time. I have anxiety at night and want my husband to sit with me and the baby. We've only vaccuumed once since LO was born and that was because i left work early to do it. Our dining room table is a mess. Clothes are constantly in the dryer because we dont have time to put them away. My husbands stressed because he's a neat freaked and im stressed because hes stressed and because of my anxiety. And im irritated because we never eat real food! Im hungry all the time because of breastfeeding and weight is falling off of me (though not as fast as i would like) but all i eat is junk food. At the same time i have no appetite for healthy food but i constantly want a hearty hot meal for breakfast lunch and dinner but theres no time for it!