He's had to go back to work but makes me little packed lunches to eat in bed so I don't have to get up and literally comes home after 18 hour days and helps me shower when I have the energy, attempts to get me to eat and drink and had just been amazing. Last night I fell asleep holding hands with my SO and my other hand on my belly I've literally never felt so content even when I'm exhausted and physically and mentally drained from being ill. Just had to share with you lovely ladies xxx