Poem for my feelings
Posting anonymous, cause I don't know how well this will flow with people.
My eyes are red and puffy
I don't feel my tears are valid
You're still growing in my belly
I didn't lose you like some parents do
I simply lost the idea of what I hoped for
My he turned to a she
You'll be as beautiful as your sisters
I just wished for a mini one of your daddy
I'll love you till the day I die
I won't treat you different
I was simply up so high
The clouds blocked my view
The brick wall came out of nowhere
I'm still excited
You're still healthy
I just have to return my sights to the present
Instead of a fantasy
I had to get the words out
Some may disagree
Some may say I'm selfish for my feelings
Others will understand
It's a different type of grieving
But one I must push through
My head hurts
And my pillow is calling my name
Tomorrow is a new day
A new day to start again.
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