I just need someone to talk to.

My story....

I am married to my husband for a year now. He was previously married and he has a 5 year old daughter. He and his ex wife got divorced when the little girl(Maggie) was just over 1yrs old. She cheated on him with 4 other guys and she was diagnosed with bi polar etc.. She wrote in a few letters how she didnt want the girl and wish she got an abortion etc... So then went to court my husband got full custody over(Maggie). She is not allowed to be with her mother for more than 3 days in a row..

We moved at the beginning of the year. So we now live 8 hours away from our family and the EX.. I absolutely adore the little girl and she calls me her mommy( which her mother got a fit when she heard and started yelling at Maggie)

So (Maggie) only gets to see her mother during school holidays. And then she stays with her mother for 3 days and then at My husbands parents house for 2 days and then back and forth..

She always sends my husband messages about we are going to hell for keeping her daughter away from her and God already forgave her for what she did.. and we also sin and nobodys sins is bigger than another etc.. and she is going to church every night to groups and getting her life straight..

I am currently 10 weeks pregnant. And this weekend we went to our family to announce the good news... Obviously (Maggie) told her mom and then she messaged me to tell me congratulations and if i need any help or want to know anything I can just ask her.. I was like WHAT..??? You didnt even worry or care for your own child!! Why would I ask you anything??? Im the one that must feed, bath, paly with and care for your daughter because you cant!!!!

Then we heard the news..... She is also Pregnant!!!!

She doesnt even have a bf! And still lives with her mom at the age of 33.. So this church woman has another baby on the way!!!

I am so upset. I can't get this out of my head! I just feel I want to strangle her!!!!

Life is so unfair!!!!!!

How do I just get her out of my mind?????