Can't feel happy for my BFP

Jessica • Just married, next on the check list... Babies!!
Missed miscarriage in October and there was no, and I mean no signs of trouble. I even had symptoms well after they induced the miscarriage. This time around I don't feel as many symptoms. I know all pregnancies aren't the same but I just can't get happy. I told my husband and he's kinda low emotion about it too. It's true they say after a mc your pregnancies will never be the same. I feel like even after my first ultrasound I still won't be able to enjoy it. Baby dust to all you ladies out there, especially those for a rainbow baby. I used pressed and soft cups this round.